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  • justanotherrecoveryaccount - A @justanotherrecoveryaccount 9 hours ago
  • My dinner tonight was this fun and colourful sushi-style poke bowl inspired by @soyummy ! It contained rice, edamama, mock crab, avocado, cucumber, mango, and carrot slaw. I also added sesame seeds and soy sauce on top and it literally tasted just like sushi! I also had a macaron for dessert that was super yummy 😋 •
Do you ever wish you were emotionless? I do. I feel like all my emotions and pain and breakdowns always come at the worst possible times. Like tonight- I had a dinner I felt comfortable with, a small night snack, lots of things to keep me happy and busy, but one small trigger sent me over the edge into a meltdown. What was that trigger? My dad discovered he had somehow lost 4kg even though he eats A LOT.
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Why was this triggering? Not because he's anorexic. Not because he's skinnier than me or eats less than me. No, it's because I wish I were him. Oh what I would give to lose 4kg just like that and be ALLOWED without being admitted to the hospital! •
Needless to say, I started crying and felt like I couldn't move. To me those moments are like having a panic attack, but I'm not stressed. My food brain just screams at me and I feel helpless. In those moments I wish there were someone to hug me and say that everything's ok, but my parents can't always do that. They have lives to, and I feel like I am wasting their lives.
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Today my mom had some difficult work stuff to do and she basically told me to shut up and stop being so selfish. In all honesty, I can't blame her. I know my ED must seem selfish, but I can't control it. I wish I could turn it on and off whenever I could, but I can't.
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#anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edfighter #selfcare #balance #progress  #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryisworthit #babysteps #recoveryoverrelapse #recovery #recoverywin #nourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #foodisnottheenemy #beatanorexia #sushibowl #pokebowl #sushi My dinner tonight was this fun and colourful sushi-style poke bowl inspired by @soyummy ! It contained rice, edamama, mock crab, avocado, cucumber, mango, and carrot slaw. I also added sesame seeds and soy sauce on top and it literally tasted just like sushi! I also had a macaron for dessert that was super yummy 😋 • Do you ever wish you were emotionless? I do. I feel like all my emotions and pain and breakdowns always come at the worst possible times. Like tonight- I had a dinner I felt comfortable with, a small night snack, lots of things to keep me happy and busy, but one small trigger sent me over the edge into a meltdown. What was that trigger? My dad discovered he had somehow lost 4kg even though he eats A LOT. • Why was this triggering? Not because he's anorexic. Not because he's skinnier than me or eats less than me. No, it's because I wish I were him. Oh what I would give to lose 4kg just like that and be ALLOWED without being admitted to the hospital! • Needless to say, I started crying and felt like I couldn't move. To me those moments are like having a panic attack, but I'm not stressed. My food brain just screams at me and I feel helpless. In those moments I wish there were someone to hug me and say that everything's ok, but my parents can't always do that. They have lives to, and I feel like I am wasting their lives. • Today my mom had some difficult work stuff to do and she basically told me to shut up and stop being so selfish. In all honesty, I can't blame her. I know my ED must seem selfish, but I can't control it. I wish I could turn it on and off whenever I could, but I can't. • #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edfighter #selfcare #balance #progress #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryisworthit #babysteps #recoveryoverrelapse #recovery #recoverywin #nourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #foodisnottheenemy #beatanorexia #sushibowl #pokebowl #sushi
  • My dinner tonight was this fun and colourful sushi-style poke bowl inspired by @soyummy ! It contained rice, edamama, mock crab, avocado, cucumber, mango, and carrot slaw. I also added sesame seeds and soy sauce on top and it literally tasted just like sushi! I also had a macaron for dessert that was super yummy 😋 • Do you ever wish you were emotionless? I do. I feel like all my emotions and pain and breakdowns always come at the worst possible times. Like tonight- I had a dinner I felt comfortable with, a small night snack, lots of things to keep me happy and busy, but one small trigger sent me over the edge into a meltdown. What was that trigger? My dad discovered he had somehow lost 4kg even though he eats A LOT. • Why was this triggering? Not because he's anorexic. Not because he's skinnier than me or eats less than me. No, it's because I wish I were him. Oh what I would give to lose 4kg just like that and be ALLOWED without being admitted to the hospital! • Needless to say, I started crying and felt like I couldn't move. To me those moments are like having a panic attack, but I'm not stressed. My food brain just screams at me and I feel helpless. In those moments I wish there were someone to hug me and say that everything's ok, but my parents can't always do that. They have lives to, and I feel like I am wasting their lives. • Today my mom had some difficult work stuff to do and she basically told me to shut up and stop being so selfish. In all honesty, I can't blame her. I know my ED must seem selfish, but I can't control it. I wish I could turn it on and off whenever I could, but I can't. • #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #edfighter #selfcare #balance #progress #prorecovery #eatittobeatit #recoveryisworthit #babysteps #recoveryoverrelapse #recovery #recoverywin #nourishnotpunish #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #foodisnottheenemy #beatanorexia #sushibowl #pokebowl #sushi
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