Do you ever stay still long enough to feel what you need to feel, we all busy ourselves with constant planning, constant stressing, constantly trying to please everyone, do you ever just stop and get real deep with yourself......
You know those movies where the lead actor goes on a path of self discovery only to find everything they were looking for was right in front of them, we watch and laugh going ‘duh’ but this is so true of most people,
We don’t take enough time to even acknowledge the small things, feel the emotions it’s ok to feel and create better balance in our lives.
Next time your on your own, stop, get barefoot somewhere in nature (it can be your lawn) and just be ok with acknowledging how your feeling.....it’s liberating knowing yourself ❤️
I’ve been a bit quiet on this little platform here. Life has been hectic and my time is being put into 1. Getting through my workload and 2. Taking care of myself. And since social media doesn’t really play a huge roll in getting shit done and keeping me happy and healthy it’s been the first thing I’ve neglected.
I love connecting with people on here, talking to my friends. Sharing little moments that make me happy. Those are the things I love about this space - YOU guys! And I do feel like I’ve missed you all the last week. Missing people I’ve never meet but feel strangely connected to. I feel like taking time away from here was in a way neglecting people I care about. Because I really do care for everyone I meet on here. It’s just the app side of it all that can exhaust me.
I love this space but to be honest I tire of seeing all the ads. All the posts making me feel like I need to buy this or that. I’m usually pretty good at identifying when I’m feeling the pressure of consumerism. Feeling like I NEED to buy a new yoga out fit because all my outfits are pretty much the same and all the other yogis I see have such pretty outfits - which is total bullshit. I don’t practice to look fashionable.
It’s thoughts like these that make me check myself that I’m here for the right reasons. To make sure That what I bring here has value to you all. Because all the people I connect with here is what matters to me! And I hope you all know how much I value each and everyone of you! I’m not here to dress in pretty outfits or sell you shit. I’m here because this is a place I can create and connect and share. I’m here because it brings me joy when I talk with you all. And the minute it starts making me feel insecure is when I know I need to take a step back!
This was kinda rambley but just know I care about y’all deeply.
Every scientist has a guinea pig for his experiments. And I have a roommate for my jokes and torture technique before I release them in the world for the larger good of humanity. 😈😈 #piha#nz#newzealanddiaries#beach#sundayfunday#roommates
PS: you mannerless human, I am elder to you so stop this Tu and Tari. 😒