I live for breezy summer nights like this. Alhamdulillah I know I’m always known as the girl who is always laughing and smiling, but please don’t let that fool you. My highs are amazing but I have had my fair share of lows especially with my recent personal affairs that are now on blast.
In reality it’s always the happiest people who make jokes and smile that are the most broken on the inside. That’s the awareness I hope to bring. Here are three things that made me feel suicidal constantly in the past few months:
1) people who I have helped who blocked me for whatever reasons.
2) people who make me cry and when they are questioned say that I’m just spreading lies.
3) people who pretend that their only goal in life is to “serve Allah/ummah” and have no humanity/respect/time left for women (their own friends/family).
But I realize now all my issues revolves around people and at 27 when I want to join the 27 club (celebs killing them self at this age is so common there’s a club/cult for it). I’m trying to focus on finding happiness in the small moments the way I used to before these 7 years that took away my identity from me. Again, please keep me in your duas and keep my name out of your mouth if you can. Thank you my loves ❤️😂🇨🇦
Hows the view ? not to bad with cliff edge location and private stairway down to ocean overlookin Padang Padang Beach. Mountains of Bali seen across the bay as strong fading orange glow illuminates the top two floors of the villa. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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