This week was a killer... I'm through week 1 in my new program.
I really struggled this week.
I got little to no sleep.
I worked 10 hour days.
It wasn't pretty.
Last night I got home stupid late and for the first time since July 16th I punked out on my workout.
I pushed play and for most of my 20 minutes I sat myself on the step hysterically sobbing.
This was not a proud moment for me.
Sometimes life is just too overwhelming.. I'm #committed to everything I do.
From my family to my day job to my side gig, I'm 100% all in.
Even the most dedicated people have an off day.
Yesterday was mine.
I was WAY off.
This morning I got up and told myself ,"bitch pull it together". I did not come this far to punk out.
So I redid day 5 and jumped into day 6.
I killed them BOTH.
It's not always easy, but it's always worth it.
I cannot be my best me burning the candle at both ends.
I need to trust myself and take care of ME.
I made a promise to myself, my family and my tribe when I committed to this journey.
I will struggle and stumble along the way.
But, I promise I will ALWAYS get back up, refocus, and keep pushing every single day.
I will keep my promise.
I WILL live my BEST LIFE!
I’m so ready to be home and see this happy faced, messy haired, sweet little boy (and my girls and hubby too!!)‼️😍Thank you for your continued texts, calls, visits, meals, and so many offers to help. You have no idea how much it means to us!! And special thank you to my hubby for keeping our home in good hands while I’ve been away since Tuesday.
The good news is that we finally have answers as to what’s going on with me and are treating accordingly. I hope to be able to go home by Sunday. I have an entirely new respect for my health. I was in the 1% for this particular complication to occur post surgery.
Thank you again, everyone!! 🙏🏻💗
His scrunchy face is my favorite 🤣 I love our everyday adventures with you son and being able to witness all the new emotions, feelings and personality that you are finding! The good the bad and the very loud ❤
Hi ho hi ho it’s off to work we go! Heading out for another full day at the #homeandremodelingshow! Doing expos like these are so much fun for someone like me who just loves to talk and interact with people. I’ll be pretty quiet on here today but I hope everyone has an amazing Saturday!!!
Happy 22nd Birthday to my baby boy! You make my the proudest mom out there! I hope you have an amazing day celebrating in Hawaii!!! Keep being you and living your best life!!! I can’t wait to see what more the future holds for you!! Love you always and forever Ty! @tyduquette#model#mykid#22birthday#livingmybestlife