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  • livinglauraa - 🧿ʟᴀᴜʀᴀ | 𝕚𝕟𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕥 🏥⛓ | PTW @livinglauraa 3 hours ago
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she was powerful,
not because she wasn’t scared
but because she went on so strongly,
despite the fear. - @atticuspoetry
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My day was literally awful. I don’t wanna go into detail, but the two appointments with my therapist, later with the attending and a second time with my therapist, were really stressful for me. So after i had a mental breakdown again and cried a lot 😭
That’s why i actually wanna go home tomorrow (among others), bc i was so overwhelmed and not able to cope with the situation.
Well, i’m not feeling really better right now, but thanks to my PRN and a nurse i was at least able to calm down 🧘‍♀️ and of course i won’t be released tomorrow 😶 instead they wanna try a new antidepressant for me, it’s called ‘Milnacipran’ 💊 first i refused it (like i refused EVERYTHING in this moment), but now i think i will give it a try.
Btw today was weigh-in and i gained again… not that much, but it’s okay for me. I hope i will gain some more weight the next weeks as well 😌
🖤 — she was powerful, not because she wasn’t scared but because she went on so strongly, despite the fear. - @atticuspoetry — My day was literally awful. I don’t wanna go into detail, but the two appointments with my therapist, later with the attending and a second time with my therapist, were really stressful for me. So after i had a mental breakdown again and cried a lot 😭 That’s why i actually wanna go home tomorrow (among others), bc i was so overwhelmed and not able to cope with the situation. Well, i’m not feeling really better right now, but thanks to my PRN and a nurse i was at least able to calm down 🧘‍♀️ and of course i won’t be released tomorrow 😶 instead they wanna try a new antidepressant for me, it’s called ‘Milnacipran’ 💊 first i refused it (like i refused EVERYTHING in this moment), but now i think i will give it a try. Btw today was weigh-in and i gained again… not that much, but it’s okay for me. I hope i will gain some more weight the next weeks as well 😌 🖤
  • — she was powerful, not because she wasn’t scared but because she went on so strongly, despite the fear. - @atticuspoetry — My day was literally awful. I don’t wanna go into detail, but the two appointments with my therapist, later with the attending and a second time with my therapist, were really stressful for me. So after i had a mental breakdown again and cried a lot 😭 That’s why i actually wanna go home tomorrow (among others), bc i was so overwhelmed and not able to cope with the situation. Well, i’m not feeling really better right now, but thanks to my PRN and a nurse i was at least able to calm down 🧘‍♀️ and of course i won’t be released tomorrow 😶 instead they wanna try a new antidepressant for me, it’s called ‘Milnacipran’ 💊 first i refused it (like i refused EVERYTHING in this moment), but now i think i will give it a try. Btw today was weigh-in and i gained again… not that much, but it’s okay for me. I hope i will gain some more weight the next weeks as well 😌 🖤
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  • recovering_mary_bxtchx - @recovering_mary_bxtchx 3 hours ago
  • NEW DINNER! NEW STYLE! CHINESE DINNER IN A DUCK STYLE🦆 FIRST TIME HAVING DUCK IN MY LIFE TOO!!
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🦋good evening warriors💗 dinner tonight is... SHREDDED HOISIN ‘DUCK’ (100g) from @lindamccartneyfoods alongside... couscous (50g uncooked), sliced spring onions and peppers🤭 all TOPPED with... HOISIN SAUCE!! (20ml) from @bluedragonuk 👊🏼🦋
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Never tried ‘duck’ before but always wanted to! Never had this sauce before but gotta do it in style😉and look how thick that sauce is... YUM😍
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Oh my where has the time gone today as if it’s 7pm already?! Been hella busy today but the best kind of busy? I woke up at 9:30am LAY IN💪🏼usually up at 8am or before, had breakfast with my dad, I then stripped my bed washed my sheets tidied whole room and put dried washing away for me and my sister!😴 it was my dads day off today and when do me and him ever have a day off together?like never! So we went out for lunch together and a nice drive! It was lovely I left my phone at home so was completely just me and him😌 we went food shopping which I didn’t plan for?so I just walked into the shop with him and just picked up what I ‘fancy’ for the next few days trying to be ‘normal’ and just go into a shop and picking what YOU WANT can be scary but it’s better then living by rules and compulsive plans! We came home and since then I have been studying away and near enough completed a WHOLE case study for one assignment which is on a child centre in local area just need to file it💪🏼and now it’s 7pm and dark out?! Haven’t been on phone all day or even watched tv?!it’s crazy! Got university tomorrow so just a quite evening I reckon, it’s so nice to have my dad at home I haven’t been any happier then I have today!
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so excited to try this dinner! Going to quack away from ana😉We duck lovers? How do you like your duck? Hope you’ve all had a lovely day! Sorry for absence but got a lot done💪🏼💗💗💗
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#ana #fuckyouana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiasupport #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks #anorexiafight #anorexic #hydrated #health #gainingweightiscool #gainingweight #stronger #fighting #love #support #ed #edrecovery #ed #mentalillness #fearfood #revoverywin #foodchallenge NEW DINNER! NEW STYLE! CHINESE DINNER IN A DUCK STYLE🦆 FIRST TIME HAVING DUCK IN MY LIFE TOO!! ~ 🦋good evening warriors💗 dinner tonight is... SHREDDED HOISIN ‘DUCK’ (100g) from @lindamccartneyfoods alongside... couscous (50g uncooked), sliced spring onions and peppers🤭 all TOPPED with... HOISIN SAUCE!! (20ml) from @bluedragonuk 👊🏼🦋 ~ Never tried ‘duck’ before but always wanted to! Never had this sauce before but gotta do it in style😉and look how thick that sauce is... YUM😍 ~ Oh my where has the time gone today as if it’s 7pm already?! Been hella busy today but the best kind of busy? I woke up at 9:30am LAY IN💪🏼usually up at 8am or before, had breakfast with my dad, I then stripped my bed washed my sheets tidied whole room and put dried washing away for me and my sister!😴 it was my dads day off today and when do me and him ever have a day off together?like never! So we went out for lunch together and a nice drive! It was lovely I left my phone at home so was completely just me and him😌 we went food shopping which I didn’t plan for?so I just walked into the shop with him and just picked up what I ‘fancy’ for the next few days trying to be ‘normal’ and just go into a shop and picking what YOU WANT can be scary but it’s better then living by rules and compulsive plans! We came home and since then I have been studying away and near enough completed a WHOLE case study for one assignment which is on a child centre in local area just need to file it💪🏼and now it’s 7pm and dark out?! Haven’t been on phone all day or even watched tv?!it’s crazy! Got university tomorrow so just a quite evening I reckon, it’s so nice to have my dad at home I haven’t been any happier then I have today! ~ so excited to try this dinner! Going to quack away from ana😉We duck lovers? How do you like your duck? Hope you’ve all had a lovely day! Sorry for absence but got a lot done💪🏼💗💗💗 ~ #ana #fuckyouana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiasupport #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks #anorexiafight #anorexic #hydrated #health #gainingweightiscool #gainingweight #stronger #fighting #love #support #ed #edrecovery #ed #mentalillness #fearfood #revoverywin #foodchallenge
  • NEW DINNER! NEW STYLE! CHINESE DINNER IN A DUCK STYLE🦆 FIRST TIME HAVING DUCK IN MY LIFE TOO!! ~ 🦋good evening warriors💗 dinner tonight is... SHREDDED HOISIN ‘DUCK’ (100g) from @lindamccartneyfoods alongside... couscous (50g uncooked), sliced spring onions and peppers🤭 all TOPPED with... HOISIN SAUCE!! (20ml) from @bluedragonuk 👊🏼🦋 ~ Never tried ‘duck’ before but always wanted to! Never had this sauce before but gotta do it in style😉and look how thick that sauce is... YUM😍 ~ Oh my where has the time gone today as if it’s 7pm already?! Been hella busy today but the best kind of busy? I woke up at 9:30am LAY IN💪🏼usually up at 8am or before, had breakfast with my dad, I then stripped my bed washed my sheets tidied whole room and put dried washing away for me and my sister!😴 it was my dads day off today and when do me and him ever have a day off together?like never! So we went out for lunch together and a nice drive! It was lovely I left my phone at home so was completely just me and him😌 we went food shopping which I didn’t plan for?so I just walked into the shop with him and just picked up what I ‘fancy’ for the next few days trying to be ‘normal’ and just go into a shop and picking what YOU WANT can be scary but it’s better then living by rules and compulsive plans! We came home and since then I have been studying away and near enough completed a WHOLE case study for one assignment which is on a child centre in local area just need to file it💪🏼and now it’s 7pm and dark out?! Haven’t been on phone all day or even watched tv?!it’s crazy! Got university tomorrow so just a quite evening I reckon, it’s so nice to have my dad at home I haven’t been any happier then I have today! ~ so excited to try this dinner! Going to quack away from ana😉We duck lovers? How do you like your duck? Hope you’ve all had a lovely day! Sorry for absence but got a lot done💪🏼💗💗💗 ~ #ana #fuckyouana #anorexia #anorexianervosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexiasupport #anorexiafighter #anorexiasucks #anorexiafight #anorexic #hydrated #health #gainingweightiscool #gainingweight #stronger #fighting #love #support #ed #edrecovery #ed #mentalillness #fearfood #revoverywin #foodchallenge
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  • dearestme.love - Dearest Me @dearestme.love 5 hours ago
  • Our #ShiningSeaDeity is Naomi, a 22 year old student in St. Louis, Missouri. Naomi is a former marathoner and diet culture dropout who chronicles her experiences with eating disorders, exercise addiction, dieting, and binge eating on her instagram @dietculturesucks. She writes to share the things she wishes she'd learned a whole lot earlier when struggling to recover in diet culture. She is passionate about promoting recovery and body positivity, and loves to geek out about political things and spend time with friends in her free time. Her posts and blog are always dripping in the kind of honesty and transparency that we need. ✨
1) What do you do daily to affirm your self-love?
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I really try to keep the focus on building a life that I love rather than on food, exercise, or my body. I am happy and proud of the person I’ve become because of my relationships, my passion projects, my intellect, and the jobs I’ve held. It’s an important part of self-love for me to nurture those aspects of my identity and recognize that my body isn’t that important. Aside from that though, I own clothes that fit and make me feel good, spend time with people who are good for my soul, and take time to do the things that replenish me—whether that’s lying in my bed and drinking tea with a friend, going on spontaneous donut runs, or reading a good book. ✨
2) What is your biggest struggle when it comes to body acceptance?
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I think everyone has up and down days in their body acceptance journeys. I’ve noticed I tend to have the hardest time accepting my body when I’m constantly around people whose bodies are closer than mine to the thin ideal. This is definitely something I know so many people struggle with—comparison is the thief of joy for us all. ✨
3) What do you do to express yourself?
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I spend a lot of time talking with friends and find that this is how I formulate the majority of my thoughts. I also write and am lucky to have my Instagram as a platform to share, refine, and learn in my writing. ✨
Cont. in comments Our #shiningseadeity is Naomi, a 22 year old student in St. Louis, Missouri. Naomi is a former marathoner and diet culture dropout who chronicles her experiences with eating disorders, exercise addiction, dieting, and binge eating on her instagram @dietculturesucks. She writes to share the things she wishes she'd learned a whole lot earlier when struggling to recover in diet culture. She is passionate about promoting recovery and body positivity, and loves to geek out about political things and spend time with friends in her free time. Her posts and blog are always dripping in the kind of honesty and transparency that we need. ✨ 1) What do you do daily to affirm your self-love? ✨ I really try to keep the focus on building a life that I love rather than on food, exercise, or my body. I am happy and proud of the person I’ve become because of my relationships, my passion projects, my intellect, and the jobs I’ve held. It’s an important part of self-love for me to nurture those aspects of my identity and recognize that my body isn’t that important. Aside from that though, I own clothes that fit and make me feel good, spend time with people who are good for my soul, and take time to do the things that replenish me—whether that’s lying in my bed and drinking tea with a friend, going on spontaneous donut runs, or reading a good book. ✨ 2) What is your biggest struggle when it comes to body acceptance? ✨ I think everyone has up and down days in their body acceptance journeys. I’ve noticed I tend to have the hardest time accepting my body when I’m constantly around people whose bodies are closer than mine to the thin ideal. This is definitely something I know so many people struggle with—comparison is the thief of joy for us all. ✨ 3) What do you do to express yourself? ✨ I spend a lot of time talking with friends and find that this is how I formulate the majority of my thoughts. I also write and am lucky to have my Instagram as a platform to share, refine, and learn in my writing. ✨ Cont. in comments
  • Our #shiningseadeity is Naomi, a 22 year old student in St. Louis, Missouri. Naomi is a former marathoner and diet culture dropout who chronicles her experiences with eating disorders, exercise addiction, dieting, and binge eating on her instagram @dietculturesucks. She writes to share the things she wishes she'd learned a whole lot earlier when struggling to recover in diet culture. She is passionate about promoting recovery and body positivity, and loves to geek out about political things and spend time with friends in her free time. Her posts and blog are always dripping in the kind of honesty and transparency that we need. ✨ 1) What do you do daily to affirm your self-love? ✨ I really try to keep the focus on building a life that I love rather than on food, exercise, or my body. I am happy and proud of the person I’ve become because of my relationships, my passion projects, my intellect, and the jobs I’ve held. It’s an important part of self-love for me to nurture those aspects of my identity and recognize that my body isn’t that important. Aside from that though, I own clothes that fit and make me feel good, spend time with people who are good for my soul, and take time to do the things that replenish me—whether that’s lying in my bed and drinking tea with a friend, going on spontaneous donut runs, or reading a good book. ✨ 2) What is your biggest struggle when it comes to body acceptance? ✨ I think everyone has up and down days in their body acceptance journeys. I’ve noticed I tend to have the hardest time accepting my body when I’m constantly around people whose bodies are closer than mine to the thin ideal. This is definitely something I know so many people struggle with—comparison is the thief of joy for us all. ✨ 3) What do you do to express yourself? ✨ I spend a lot of time talking with friends and find that this is how I formulate the majority of my thoughts. I also write and am lucky to have my Instagram as a platform to share, refine, and learn in my writing. ✨ Cont. in comments
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  • recovery.m.l.r - M🎭 @recovery.m.l.r 6 hours ago
  • Sweet #lunch Cherry 🍒 yoghurt and a really nice mini lemon 🍋 cake with a sweet and sour glaze.
Heute war mein Tag Ultra chaotisch. War ja bei meiner Mutter und wir sind beide gemeinsam zum Mittag von ihr weg gefahren. Habe meine Geldbörse bei ihr vergessen und bin erst am Nachmittag drauf gekommen. War dann voll in Eile weil ich zuerst von mir zu Hause zu ihr gefahren bin und direkt von dort weiter zu meinem Psychiater. Das alles in nur einer Stunde war richtig knapp und ich musste immer zum Bus und zu U Bahn laufen. Aber ist sich alles noch ausgegangen. Jetzt nach dem Arzt war ich noch beim Hausarzt und hab mein Rezeot bewilligen lassen (verstehe immer noch nicht weshalb ich immer das Concerta bewilligen lassen muss.) und jetzt um 6 gehe ich noch schnell in die Apotheke das Medikament holen. Morgen hab ich dann Therapie und bis Montag hab ich meinem Arzt versprochen beim Kurs anzurufen um meine Ausbildung doch noch zu beenden 🤔#borderline #anorexianervosa #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdsoldier #eatingdisorder #edfighter #bpdfighter #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawarness #borderlinepersönlichkeitsstörung #bpdrecovery #edrecovery Sweet #lunch Cherry 🍒 yoghurt and a really nice mini lemon 🍋 cake with a sweet and sour glaze. Heute war mein Tag Ultra chaotisch. War ja bei meiner Mutter und wir sind beide gemeinsam zum Mittag von ihr weg gefahren. Habe meine Geldbörse bei ihr vergessen und bin erst am Nachmittag drauf gekommen. War dann voll in Eile weil ich zuerst von mir zu Hause zu ihr gefahren bin und direkt von dort weiter zu meinem Psychiater. Das alles in nur einer Stunde war richtig knapp und ich musste immer zum Bus und zu U Bahn laufen. Aber ist sich alles noch ausgegangen. Jetzt nach dem Arzt war ich noch beim Hausarzt und hab mein Rezeot bewilligen lassen (verstehe immer noch nicht weshalb ich immer das Concerta bewilligen lassen muss.) und jetzt um 6 gehe ich noch schnell in die Apotheke das Medikament holen. Morgen hab ich dann Therapie und bis Montag hab ich meinem Arzt versprochen beim Kurs anzurufen um meine Ausbildung doch noch zu beenden 🤔#borderline #anorexianervosa #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdsoldier #eatingdisorder #edfighter #bpdfighter #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawarness #borderlinepersönlichkeitsstörung #bpdrecovery #edrecovery
  • Sweet #lunch Cherry 🍒 yoghurt and a really nice mini lemon 🍋 cake with a sweet and sour glaze. Heute war mein Tag Ultra chaotisch. War ja bei meiner Mutter und wir sind beide gemeinsam zum Mittag von ihr weg gefahren. Habe meine Geldbörse bei ihr vergessen und bin erst am Nachmittag drauf gekommen. War dann voll in Eile weil ich zuerst von mir zu Hause zu ihr gefahren bin und direkt von dort weiter zu meinem Psychiater. Das alles in nur einer Stunde war richtig knapp und ich musste immer zum Bus und zu U Bahn laufen. Aber ist sich alles noch ausgegangen. Jetzt nach dem Arzt war ich noch beim Hausarzt und hab mein Rezeot bewilligen lassen (verstehe immer noch nicht weshalb ich immer das Concerta bewilligen lassen muss.) und jetzt um 6 gehe ich noch schnell in die Apotheke das Medikament holen. Morgen hab ich dann Therapie und bis Montag hab ich meinem Arzt versprochen beim Kurs anzurufen um meine Ausbildung doch noch zu beenden 🤔#borderline #anorexianervosa #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #bpdsoldier #eatingdisorder #edfighter #bpdfighter #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawarness #borderlinepersönlichkeitsstörung #bpdrecovery #edrecovery
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