Good Morning. 💫 Yes, I’m still plugging along. I’m coming up on 58 week now. Yes, I’m exhausted. Perpetually exhausted. And yes, I’m waddling. LOL! But, my spirit is light & lively, and I’m always counting my blessings. We checked in with the Doppler the other day, and the heartbeats are strong. Movement is daily though sometimes muffled due to the anterior placenta. This pregnancy is wildly different than my normal pregnancy with Lily, but many things are familiar. My current craving is savory, comfort foods. I was like that at the end with Lily too. We mostly cook homemade meals at home, and I’ve been trying some new & exciting plant-based recipes. I’ve also been loving Silk almond milk yogurts. And of course, there’s always kombucha. ☺️ Lily & I were baking homemade vegan chocolate chip cookies weekly for a while there. Haha! But, that’s not a thing anymore. Probably a good thing. 😅 I’ve been staying focused on taking great care of myself and enjoying my beautiful little family. We keep pretty busy. We have also been traveling a little. I’m no longer going to let this pregnancy stop me from living my life. We are currently planning our upcoming vacation. I cannot wait for SPRING! I’ve been nesting like crazy, and we have some house projects we are tackling. It’s all a great distraction. We are ready when these babies are. 💛 In God’s time! Patience is key. Until then, life goes on- and I have so much to be grateful for. 🙏 #thankyouforfollowing#crypticpregnancy#crypticpregnancyawareness#readytomeetyou#twins#myjourney#patience#strength#acceptance#courage#focus#godisincontrol#keepingthefaith#lifeisbeautiful#nofear#liveyourtruth#iugr#hormonalimbalance
Sometimes when I'm around other people, I feel SO different. I almost feel like I am in a separate world. I watch with confusion. I don't know how I'm supposed to be. I'm often overwhelmed by stimuli.
I'm still learning how to be me around other people. If there were a room of 10 highly extrasensory people we would probably just all stare at each other in relief and disbelief. For the first time not having to use words because they're so exhausting and unnecessary. Small talk would not exist and nothing other than deep listening (to The Silence) would be happening. Maybe all I want is for someone to know me and for me to be able to believe them.
But maybe I'm just all the beautiful colours around me. 🌺🍃💜 Say it with me,
-No part of me needs to be different. I'm okay. I'm Here.-
GOOD MORNING everybody! I’ve been up since about 3AM and decided before I rush off to my meeting today, I share another word. Today it’s Acceptance. Sometimes we accept things that are not acceptable, strange right? But we do, we put up with things for other people all the time. In my case ... well let’s not get too deep into that. BUT today I accept that the situations I am in are what they are. And I have to handle them accordingly. With my daughter’s best interests in mind. What does acceptance mean to you? Be safe have a great day and don’t forget, the truth is important. #cbf#acceptance#motivation#wordoftheday#nyc
Whatever else separates us we can allow an appreciation of our differences to join us. Let’s ask more questions and make less judgements. Accept differences with an open mind and you’ll be amazed at what you learn. 🤓💪💜
⇡ ⇢ Making your life sacred ⇠ ⇡ ⇢ ิ.•ஐ These moments of pure bliss make me cry, smile, giggle, cry again and I’ll end it with another smile to Express my Gratitude ิ.•ஐ
•இ•Never not in awe of life’s magical ways •※•ิWe all feel lost sometimes but we always get back on our path • ※•ิ
Acepto que nada es perfecto. Acepto que estamos en un mundo de errores y fallas, que a veces las cosas no salen como queremos, que hay personas que amamos que nos dan la espalda y que también llegan nuevas a enseñarnos cosas lindas. Acepto que tenías que irte, que tu tiempo junto a mi estaba contado, que la enseñanza ya estaba dada. Acepto tu manera de hacerlo, acepto tu dolor y mi dolor y acepto que somos diferentes, que tu sientes distinto, que nuestras historias a veces nos apartan y a veces nos unen. Acepto que hayas dicho no, y que yo haya dicho si. Acepto mi fuerza y mi debilidad, mis ganas y mi pereza, mi bondad y mis miedos, mi generosidad y mi egoísmo. Acepto que las cosas no son blancas o negras y que hay miles de colores en todo. Acepto que no hay una sola verdad y que si estás escuchando solo una es porque decidiste quedarte en el lugar de lo limitado y te dio miedo expandirte. Acepto que la vida es esto y que somos lo que somos, que si queremos cambiamos y si no, nos petrificamos, que no depende de mi la felicidad del mundo pero si depende de mi mi propia paz. Cada quien escoge su destino y acepto que tu escojas uno en donde yo no camine a tu lado. Acepto que quieras estar conmigo para hacerme ver quien soy, que seas mi espejo más claro y mi mayor maestro. Acepto que yo no haya sido siempre mi mayor prioridad y que te haya dado más de lo que merecías. Aceptación no es resignación, es un mensaje al Universo de entendimiento profundo de lo que somos y lo que la vida es. Es verdaderamente soltar el control. •
Hoy les sugiero que escriban una carta con todas las cosas que quieren aceptar en sus vidas. A las que le quieren dar la bienvenida. Esa carta no la quemen. Léanla todas las noches durante 7 noches y pónganle energía a través de un cuarzo o de una florecita o una imagen que les guste mucho. Coloreen un mándala pensando en todo lo que está escrito y luego pueden hacer lo que quieran con la carta. •
There is a lot of power through forgiveness. Releasing that which no longer serves you, also heals you.
We need to understand that despite our many differences, there are more underlying similarities. Many times we tend to lose hindsight of our own interconnectedness with everyone and everything, when we're in a constant state of ridicule. Ineptly as "us versus them" may seem, It is subconsciously embedded into our survival instincts to be skeptical when approaching anything. That's why we get those immediate urges to distance ourselves, and push everything aside. We feel that way because thousands of years ago, in our natural habitats we were uncertain if imminent danger was actually present. However, gone are the days where we have to compete in resources with our neighbors, or protect the safety of our tribes. Nowadays, in a world of over abundance; it's more like these primitive instincts have evolved into toxic traits.
Such as nitpicking insignificant flaws and errors; instead of admiring things for the way they wholly are. And we do possess the inkling to rewire those thoughts stemming through our actions. The more aware we are of our own personal flaws, the more we can understand our mental treatment towards others, is also how we view ourselves. The more loving and accepting we are towards ourselves, the more loving and accepting we are towards others. It can be a blow to your ego when you realize there is nothing grandiose about any of our lives when you take money out of the context. When you base it down to bare necessities, all of us are equal. No lifeform whether big or small is more important than the other.
At the end of the day, your legacy won't be remembered by how much money you made in the bank. People will remember you for your character, or treatment towards others. Holding on to anger and resentment is much harder and damaging; than forgiving them, while leaving it in the past. Letting go is always the easier and self righteous path.
Introducing our new podcast episode in between The New Monks interviews. Discussions in new teachings and discoveries. Interlude 1, is an insight into astrology with an excerpt from Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramahansa Yogananda. 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
__More episodes to come. Listen via www.parthe.one and also Apple Podcasts.
Prisoner of my own mind.
No colors today. I couldn't express how I felt using colors. Sadness is emptiness, loneliness, and greyness.
There are days, like today, when I feel like a prisoner of my own mind. I want to go out, explore, start a new project, accept the bad people in my life and forgive them, be one with the universe and trust the process. But I can't. I've done it before, sometimes with success, sometimes with disappointment. It's not just fear of doing things, it's really a prison. I feel I have all this potential, but I can't unlock it. I literally can't imagine myself escaping this prison. Probably it's just a bad time. Years ago I was more cocky, courageous, and resourceful, but now I don't where to find that strength, that enthusiasm that usually keeps people alive, not only to survive but to enjoy life. In the last 3 years, a lot of bad things happened to me and I really can't see the end of it. I don't want to sound depressed, but rationally I don't have right now the chance to change things. I don't have a plan, and I don't have the physical and mental resources to go on with one. I've fought for years to change my life for the best, and after a lot of disappointments I decided to try the strategy of "go with the flow", it didn't work either. So now I feel in prison with an undefined sentence. I'm not sure when I'll be able to go out and how I'll be once the door will open. It's also difficult to talk about this with neurotypical because their answer usually is: "Just go! Go wherever you like, rent an apartment and then find a job! You're smart! You can do it!" Problem is now I don't have the strength to go through this by myself and I have to remember that I'm autistic, so even though I could probably do whatever I want with my life, I have sensory processing disorder, I'm anxious, I don't like to make phone calls, to stand in crowded places and so on. Maybe I'm just depressed, and with the right help I'll feel better soon, but right now I really feel everything is moving on. Everything but me.
Ce matin, j'ai pris ma dernière dose de cortisone. Je vais donc commencer à désenfler du visage tranquillement pas vite, mais ce post n'est pas là-dessus. C'est juste pour vous mettre au courant parce que je suis bien contente de prendre une pilule de moins!
Ce post est sur t'accepter tel que tu es...ou pas. Tout le monde prône l'acceptation de soi, mais ce n'est pas si facile, malheureusement. Sauf que... Si tu ne t'apprécies pas à ta juste valeur aujourd'hui, tu n'es pas obligé de te sentir comme ça pour le restant de tes jours. Je m'aime bien, moi, j'aime ma personnalité et mon mode de vie, même mon physique je l'aime!
Ça n'a pas toujours été le cas. Il y a des matins où je me suis regardé dans le miroir et où je me suis vraiment détestée. Avec mes livres en trop et mon acnée depuis mes 14 ans, ça n'a pas toujours été une partie de plaisir de m'auto-examiner. Mais, j'ai fait du chemin. Grâce à l'entrainement. Juste ça. Bouger m'a permis de modifier ma perception de moi-même. Le changement le plus important, il est dans ta tête. Je me suis sentie fière et forte après mon premier entraînement. Et j'ai aimé ce sentiment. Alors j'ai continué. J'ai encore des livres en trop, j'ai encore de l'acnée. Et puis? Je focus sur le positif, je suis plus en forme en sortant de l'hôpital que je l'étais il y a deux ans. J'aime mes yeux bruns et mon sourire aux dents droites. J'aime mes cheveux épais facile à coiffer. En général, ma vie me plaît et mon allure aussi. J'espère que ta vie te plaît à toi aussi. Si ce n'est pas le cas, tu peux fouiller pour trouver des choses positives et modifier le reste. Parce que c'est impossible que tu détestes tout tout tout de toi. Regarde-toi bien dans le miroir et lance-toi des fleurs de temps en temps, c'est bon pour le moral! 🌹
We can tire ourselves mentally and emotionally trying to hold onto the past. Probably out of fear of not knowing what the future may bring. What if we accepted that things have changed for us and reinvested our energy into creating a new normal for ourselves while looking towards the future? #acceptance#lossgrief#timelesscounseling
When we have lived in pain and fear for too long, we look forward to a loving change crazily.
Then, when we truly invite love into our lives and that change becomes a reality, we become utterly moved and touched by it.
What happens next is that we have the tendency to become even more fearful in losing this love we invited.
Automatically, we now become too stiff and we attach on it too tightly, not ever wanting to let go.
When we experience this, know that it is the last push to let go and trust that this love in our lives now becomes the next normality.
Hence, loosening up, being relaxed with this inner strength that love gives us, which is ALWAYS within reach of light-speed... 🙏🏼
Magic of the Mystery As a warrior of light I walk through worlds in many places spaces and dimensions bringing awareness to ignorance and illumination and balance through the darkness and somehow the random acts of contrast pop in the unplanned magic of the mystery always surrounding me whether it’s a visit from a creature I have never met or seen or the help from a stranger becoming a new friend right when I need it and when push comes to flow I surrender to the unknown and there are some things that once the seeds you sow, you need release and let go & trust in the divine nature to grow it, and when you have done all you can do and see it’s time to now Let it Be!!! #letitbe#warrioroflight#kuanyin#divinefeminine#acceptance#healing#magic#magicofthemystery